This was held in hopes of getting a more in depth detail on the concept of idol worship through proxy, but for these past few nights i've been restless and deeply troubled through the subject.
I for starters do not believe in this concept of "enlightenment", only revalations. uncomfortable revalations. and what i am about to discuss might not be of comfort for those who are already skeptical of the current mainstream dogmas and those that came before.
therefor i feel it is necessary that i coin the term "Proxy Idol" which by its definition shall be the worship of something through proxy. for one example, the "christian god" (old testament) is a proxy for Yahweh, who himself might also be a proxy for some ancient babylonian Idol, who might also be a proxy for some ancient cargo cult, that might actually be something far beyond our concept of understanding.
and a second example, we have been worshipping some kind of "sky father" or "creator" in both Pagan and monotheist religions, and we honored them through sacrifice in one form or another.
and why am i comparing the "christian god" to babylonian idols and "horrors beyond comprehension"? For starters, throughout ancient (and in secret, modern) times have we been spilling blood in the names of our so called "gods", mainly the blood of the youth such as lambs, cattle, and children. we have offered the lives of others for good harvest, good weather, success, fertility, or recreational and sexual purposes
human sacrifice has been performed since the dawn of man. burning babies before idols, cutting the still beating hearts of prisoners, sending young men to die in pointless wars, Putting Christ The "Son of God" to the cross so that he may "Die for our sins", Sacrifice is everywhere its not just a coincidence its a pattern.
and what kind of "God" or "Gods" would demand that we kill to appease them? To do so in ritualistic manners? if not for them masquerading as our benevolent creators, and using smoke and mirrors to make us worship them. that all supernatural entities that we worship have infact been mere idols or "proxies" for the worship of something else entirely, something otherworldly and with such power as to make us believe them to be the creator of all.
This leads to the question of most if not all religious gods being aliens, which then leads to the most dreaded thing of all, "New age" faggotry. the mere mention of which i can smell the horrid stench of weed from my sleep depraved nostrils.
so if our gods are proxies for aliens, then why would they ask of us to worship through bloodshed? and to kill those who dissent from their worship? what kind of xeno scum would demand the blood of our children for favors in return? and lets not get into "le ayy peaceful federation" Thats just the Sci-fi equivalent of a "utopia" (Which the concept of a perfect societal structure to be considered a "utopia" is a fallacy that has only lead to greater suffering and societal degeneration)
This then leads to our idols being proxies for something alien, but not an advanced civilization. Gnosticism (and its equivalents) is the concept involving the material universe being created by a "flawed god" or something evil in nature by our perspective. That god being the demiurge.
out of all heresies Gnosticism was considered the most dangerous to the papal state (Catholicism is just a replacement for Classical paganism, i shall write of that another day) because it implies that idol worshipping is a farce, and that the god of this world is not as "all loving" that we were made to be believed.
and to prove them wrong, and to show them that "god" was indeed all loving, The Catholic church genocided the Catharists and burned all gnostic literature they could come across, and what was left was stored away in the vatican archives for our own safety and we are not to question it. Only for the crusaders to be caught worshiping Baphomet later on and burned alive.
Gnosticism was more in line with early christian philosophy than that of Catholic and protestant. It claimed that the material world was inherently evil, and that satan was its ruler (which was mentioned by christ in the bible) so how is it that by rejecting the worship of something otherworldly, that demands the blood of young, we are thus a threat that needed to be silenced through violence? this only further validates its theology over the other. and lets not forget the current pope is a bloodsucker dog for the Caananites who had a lovely time strolling around through the "holy vatican" wearing his LBL draped ornates, seated behind a disgusting modern pile of metal vomit which if mirrored reveals the shape of baphomet (another idol, keep that in mind.)
Now this leads to the Caananites and their success, If "satan"/Lucifer "The Lightbringer" WASN'T The god of this world, how come the Caananites have been met with such frequent back to back success, some of which seem like divine intervention, of fate falling into their favor nearly each time? I'm sure its all part of the plan yes yes Trust the plan two more weeks and we'll rapture to heaven and sing his holy praises, Just sit back and do nothing as they murder our saints and bathe in the blood of the innocent, Do not even think of doubting the mainstream Dogma Its all part of the plan. Trust the plan! Everything's Fine!
The bloodsuckers have been met with frequent success BECAUSE of their offerings, Because they murdered the Christ and Butchered his apostles, They slaughtered the Cathars and anyone in doubt with the world's state of being, they branched off and forced their demonic ways onto many throughout the globe, They are now attempting to hide away the proof of any divine intervention within our origins, and instead replace it with faulty seccularism that are as Reliable of a source, Where Racism is the new blasphemy and self preservation is the new heresy.
This leads to Gnosticism and its idea that the God(gods) of this world favor those who offer bloodshed in the name of their proxies. which are usually depicted as Human with non human characteristics (Like for example Wings, Animalistic features, heads, tails) as a mockery of our forms.
Which leads to my final point conneting the dots and coming to the unfortunte conclusion that i have come to be revealed, that all of our Idols are Daemons Cosmic in nature, Demons that can manipulate fate to our favor, Given that we offer them Blood and flesh. Demons that are Eldritch in nature, Which leads me towards a more "Lovecraftian" View on Theology. and that the elites wish to use us all as offerings to their gods in order to ascend to godhood.
and if my sleep deprived speculations are indeed correct, i wouldn't suggest it all to be Doom and Gloom. For inspite of the Caananites and their Saturnian Old one worship we as a species throughout history have been putting up a good (Though futile given their influence) fight against their thirst for blood. that by merely Rejecting fate and struggling against the world we are in a ways challenging the very forces which view us as cattle.
but i fear not the day the evils of this world take hold of humanity, for that has already happened. What i fear is when their offerings no matter how numerous are no longer satiable, and that we are all next to be eaten.
I can only hope lady Alice differs from the others, that i am not just a pawn for a greater catastrophe. Have hope, and hold to it dearly.