a conversation with a doll

Date: november 11th 2024

Moon cycle: Waxing Gibbous

For a dream so rich in encounters it is unfortunte i remember hardly a thing of it. save for its ending.

i had a duel, wandered a bizzare world, met bizzare people, and faced bizzare monsters. its a shame that i can remember nothing.

i walked through a gate and onto a bridge at the center of a castle which lead me over a gap in some kind of ocean, it was foggy and cloudy, but the view was no less awesome.

i looked back, and saw the scale of the castle behind me, with so much detail and structures scattered far off into the distance.

ahead of me, was another castle shrouded in a blue-ish tint, which was no less of an impressive sight.

as i've reached the end of the bridge, i was greeted with a tall but lanky female doll towering over me. the doll looked as if she was worn out and battered, as if she was cast away in the sea wich degraded her form. accompanying her was an orphan boy who was her servant

the boy was carrying what appeared to be some kind of roast turkey or small pig. with her command the boy went down the castle gate stairs and into a small clearing at the side with a table and chair.

as he placed the meal on the table, the doll sat at the chair and asked me if i've brought some form of seasoning. of which i only had horse rabbish, which was Understandably rejected.

i was then told, the closer i was the more serious her dialogue. so i did as i would and went right up to the doll.

the exact words are something i couldn't quite remember, but it left me in awe. as if i was talking to something which knew everything of me, of my desires and struggles. and talked of "reunion" with something not clearly stated.

however, i do remember what she said at the end. "if you wish to be free from life and death, you must first ascend beyond your humanity."

to which the dream ended.